oh yay another place for me to rant about my weird, crazy life... T.T If only they knew... everything that I'm STILL going through... It's almost been a year David, since I broke up with you. and it still hurts like a bitch. I want to see you. Just to maybe give our friendship one more shot... But if I do, I hope that I don't fall for you again. I can't do this all over again. Hell, I WROTE you SO many letters over the last 11.5 months that I never gave to you just trying to sort everything out. But, I still can't. At all. I don't get it. How can one's heart hold on to something it knows it wont get? Ich Weiss Nicht... T.T