today im going to finally fulfill this fantasy i've had for aaaages but never got the opportunity to do, im going to make chicken soup (with kneidalach if possible) to my sick boyfriend, and look after him. dunno why, but it turns me on so cheer me...BITCHES!

on another note, today i got hired by a cable company as a technical support worker with a years contract and all the big company benefits...and at the last moment i didn't sign the contract and went away, i totally panicked, choked, shat myself, what have you? i don't want to commit for a year, and i don't want to be a technical support whore, and i don't want to be locked in, caged in. i seriously don't know what the fuck is wrong with me. i feel like something bad is coming and i dunno what to do.

at least i aced that fucking four hour interview, kicked the other potentials' asses and screwed the hot ones. see im not that stupid.

my dad was telling me about this news story he heard about my city, that it has a bigass tank of ammonium in the port (which is the heart of the city) that's uber easy to blow up, and that if it did blow up and the wind was coming from the sea (which it usually is), then it would turn into the equivelant of a biological weapon, the cloud of ammonium would just kill everything apperantly within a ten kilometre radius...and im like...1.5 km from it...so that's fun, now everytime i hear a loud noise i wont just think it's iran dropping a nuke on me, i'll also think it's the bomb that's gonna send a little poison gas my way. eh the joys of living in the middle east. at least the roaches would also die, i kind of take that as a bit of a consolation.

anyway away from politics coz it's boring. actually no, i got to go close the house so the roaches wont attack, and then im off to play doctor with the boyfriend..ooh im gonna check his temperature the traditional way! tehe this'll be great, i might even wet him a bit to get his "temperature" down. mwahahaha. bye tools!