just thinking. i don't know if i ever mentioned i taught myself to read guitar tablature. well i have and i've gone back to my baroque and classical study. i've been familiarizing myself with life. last night my sister's boyfriend beat her up and it woke me up at 4 a.m. it was inevitable. i was so mad... no one disturbs my slumber. so my mom called the cops. long story short my sister has stockholm syndrome for him and she didn't want him to go. so we kicked him out and my sister is still here with her kids. ahh... what was supposed to be a 1 month of staying with me and my mother turned into 3 years. i have no idea why i'm typing this but i just want to share a disgusting aspect of my life. i just ignore them. but when they wake me up at 4 a.m. i'm gonna get pissed off. of course i can't do anything because he'll kill me or something. it's total b.s. oh well. if anyone is wondering where i've been. i just haven't posted because of an certain indiscretion on one of my journals.