I can't do this...
I can't talk to my dad anymore. If I do he'll just get upset because I can't trust him to make the money for my surgery on time. I go to him with everything. I don't know what to do now.
I'm going nuts. I don't know if I could make the money I need on time if I had started two jobs yesterday. Nobody has called me back yet and I'm not expecting anyone to... I need this surgery forever ago. I don't know if I can wait five months let alone any longer than that and it scares me to think that I may have to wait longer than that. I don't know if I could handle that, I've just been getting worse and worse and worse and how I've gone this long without hurting myself is a complete mystery to me.
Sorry... I just...
sorry.
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I don't know your whole
I don't know your whole background. (I can suppose your dad is somewhat accepting based on the fact that he is giving you money for the sugrery) Even if you dad does not have the money right now, I am sure he is trying thr best he can to make things work. I know it's hard at times to see yourself as what your not, but try to hang in there. Soon enough you will feel right in your eyes. And your surgery day WILL come. It may not be as soon as you want it, but will come. Hang in there.
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