Holy shit...Ruth and what's her bucket so should have been gay dammit! This stupid movie is really making me want someone to cuddle with. And it's not enjoyable. Because I have no one....at least no one around here. All I want to do is cry....and I did something stupid yesterday....but I'm not going to explain it here, due to the fact that there is a certain someone on this website that will open her mouth to my parents. When it's not her place. I appreciate the concern, but I'm an adult. I can handle and take care of myself. I'm sorry you still care about me. I wish that you didn't. I wish that I didn't care about you still.

I hate being female some days....this damn pms shit is such a pain.....I hate my heart....I hate love...I hate long distance...I hate that I always seem to fall for the girls who live away from me.....fuck it all.

I keep getting told to go have a one night stand, and dammit. It's looking better and better each day....