so I need to rant
don't want to whining/bitching/ "emoness" then stop reading NOW
you were warned. I also am a little tired of here "oh I'm so sorry" so if you pity me I'd really appreciate it if you didn't leave that on my blog. Hugs and comforting is different then pity.

Ok so I moved out of my parents place at the end of may. I had been living with my parents when i got divorced. Since May I had been looking for a new place to live, in about june I had to switch where I was looking from one city to another because of court. So because of this stupid @$$ court I am stuck in a drama filled city that looks down on anyone who isn't a university student or graduate. In this city it's impossible to get a job or place unless you are a student, and most DEFINITELY can't have a place if you're a single mom.
So come tues, the 31st I am homeless, with a 4 year old innocent daughter. Why because of a court custody battle that has made it impossible for me to move out of the city.
I have been declined from probably close to a HUNDRED places in my city... not even lying, I even got declined from SHELTERS... yep shelters... cause it's TOTALLY okay that my FOUR year old has no home right?
I am going to be trying to give guardianship to my parents temporarily while I live on the street, get my ID back, Find a job and get a home so I CAN take care of my daughter. I'll give them somewhere between $400-$500 a month for child support at least...
this whole thing is tearing me apart
I'm going to sell all my stuff, give my parents all my daughters stuff, and hope I can get everything together ASAP
I hope this is the RIGHT thing to do, I doubt dragging her through emergency shelters is right but "passing off my responsibility" is wrong too... I dunno what to do accept cry... just needed to get that out of my system. I would appreciate feed back on which is better for my DAUGHTER, going to my parents temporarily or staying with her only parent in a shelter...

-Mandi