Turns out that I can't lounge around the house without wearing a binder. I can't even be in my room by myself without a binder. It didn't used to bother me but now it -really- does. Sorry ribs, you're going to have to deal.

I'll give my chest a break when I sleep, don't worry.

I've got these photos from when I went to that art program that still need developing. What I'd like to do is just have them develop the negatives, and give me a contact sheet, then I'd circle the ones I like and tell them "I want two copies of these and don't print the other ones." and hand them back the negatives.

I wish I had my own dark room. Printing in color is a bitch and a half but I'd love to just do that myself. It'd be so much more... Me.

Sure, I have a digital camera and I love it to death, but digital dark-rooming is so... Dull. Guh.

Been listening to "The North Atlantic" recently, I mean, their one album "Wires in the Walls". One of those bands that released ONE really good album and then disbanded. D: Apparently a few of the members are in this band "Big Science" now.. But "Big Science" isn't as good so... Grrr.

I would have never even heard of them if I hadn't gone by that 10 CDs for 10 dollars (total) rack while I was visiting TotalGeek. It was one of the CDs I got. It's also my favorite.

On the plus side, according to Pandora, they sound similar to Fugazi, so I looked up Fugazi and I like them... And they put out SEVEN CDs before they decided to go on an infinite hiatus. So there... I feel like my life doesn't have a purpose if I don't have CDs to collect. :P

Anyone else use neopets as a kid? Apparently they're owned by nickelodeon (which is owned by MTV) now... That's so weird to think about. Back when I started using that site, they had zero advertisements. Now everything on that site is advertisements. They also didn't ban you over everything when I used it.

Yeah... That was really random.

So I've been trying to write a song, but I'm terrible at it. So I haven't. Something about melodies escapes me... :[

On the other hand, I might be able to play Classical Gas sometime before I turn grey... Which is good. Haha.

I'm a swaptree addict lately. Yes, yes, I know it's no longer "swaptree" but just swap.com... But I'm still gonna call them swaptree okay? I like calling it swaptree better than I like calling it swap.com

It's been pissing me off though because it keeps telling me "Donnie Darko" is avaliable for trade, and then it's like 'OH. Haha, just kidding."

...The one time I want my phone to ring I get no calls. Figures. Does ANYONE want me to work for them? I would like to be paid to do things that nobody really wants to do... Please?

Yeah, I'm just ranting about random stuff. Tomorrow I buy guitar strings, and probably apply more places. But not anywhere that expects me to cut and/or comb my hair. We can't have that. My hair stays the way it is thanks. (Which is curly in the front and dreaded in the back for the time being. Not by choice... I'm just having a hard time convincing the hair towards the front of my head to knot up.)

So I was looking at stuff and I came across the term "naturalist" which is a philosophy, and I was like "hey, I already kind of think like that don't I?" So yeah.

And I was looking at stuff and I came across the term "demisexual" which is like being halfway asexual, and I was like "Hey, I'm like that aren't I?"...

Actually, it's like, the first label regarding sexuality that has actually made sense to me. Apparently demisexuals are people who can only be sexually attracted to someone they have romantic feelings for/ and emotional connection with... I'm like that.

And it's always kind of awkward when people expect me to... I dunno, not be demisexual?

While I was at the art program my friends and I were sitting in someone's room watching some dumbass movie which briefly had some bare-chested chick in it. And I was watching it with a bunch of girls (and that person I like, who may or may not be a girl.) and someone was like "Close your eyes!" at me and I was like "I don't care" and they're like "but it's a naked chick." and I was like "I drew naked people for hours today, I don't care" and they're like "Yeah but this one's boobs are perky." and I'm like "..."

Because I really didn't care. Now, if it were someone I was already attracted to (or someone heavily resembling someone I was already attracted to.) without a shirt on screen, that would have been a different story. But random nakedness does nothing for me, no matter how good-looking the naked party is. *shrugs*

But, you know, when I get like that, people assume I'm just being shy or something. They don't really get it and I guess it's not a big deal but, it was kind of bothering me for a while... I guess because people were unintentionally pressuring me... It's weird.

And good gods I've been rambling for quite some time, and about nothing! Haha. Well if you read all of that... You're crazy. Just saying. I don't even want to read all of that, and I wrote it.

Good night all.