i have to go back to hell (school) tomorrow. i always knew my senior year would be a nightmare. it's a nightmare and i can't wake up. i feel so inadequate, it's like the song "Goin' nowhere fast" won't leave me alone... because i'm living it. i can't wait for the three day weekend coming up. i just need time to collect my thoughts, since my brain was overloaded this week. i pinched myself in Music Theory too see if i'd awake, but to no avail i stayed where i was. the only difference was i had a few broken blood vessels on my arm. i just want to wake up in a different place in a different time, ahh imagination. however you can't get anywhere in this world with imagination, i'm too familiar with that.