so i have not posted in a long time. so much has happened in the time thats passed so i will just fill you in on the big events.
i went threw a bit of a downward spiral in january.
i starting to go insane in a sence, i was seeing things and was sure that there was a person fallowing.
i attempted suicide after a series of events that need not be mentioned.
things have changed alot sense then though.
i feel as if i am a new person.
im enjoying the change.

i have a girlfriend now.
ive been single for like 10 months so its a huge change.
im loveing it though.
shes a really sweet girl.
i can honestly say that im the happiest ive been in a long time.
until now i had forgotten how to be happy.
i also forgot now amazing it was to be cared for so freely.