Only ate 1,000 once this week. Eating less than 800. I haven't been eating until late like 6/7. Sometimes even 8. I don't think it's good to eat that late right before bed.
I also cut for the first time yesterday. 3 little cuts about a centimeter wide each. They hurt like hell.
Was supposed to film today but it didn't happen. Hope we can get it all in next week. I need a good grade on this. It counts as an exam grade. 14/13 days left of school. Which will be good for me. I need a break from everyone and all the drama.
Taking summer gym. Think I'm gonna take 2nd session just cause I think I have an clearer schedule then. Hopefully I can lose 5-10 during it. It would really help me. I'm trying to lose another 5 before the school year is over. I guess I kinda look skinnyier.
Talked to Danielle. Everything is cool between us now. I still like her but realize she doesn't like me and it's not gonna happen. I had false hope for the past two months. Oh well. She said she loved me like a sissy. My friend Caleb is also my brother now so that's cool. Dannie and Caleb know more about me than most of my other firends so I suppose it makes sense.
I was told by Dannie to get tested to see if I was bipolar cuase she says I act like it. I can't really tell. To me the way I act is completely normal so Idk.
Taking driving lessons this summer!
I also came out to my grandma and friends. Still need to come out to my parents. Well I g2g. Write more later