EVERYTHING. EVERYTHING on Monday.
Everything was fine on Monday.
Everything was fine, and getting even better.
Then in comes life.
I can't sleep any more.
And then, the girl that I mentioned, that liked me? She asked me what I thought, again, on Tuesday. I said "Yeah, I do like you (as a friend, of course)" if only that last part could have gotten out. She squealed, and ran away. And, despite the fact that she never asked me out, apparently she made an executive decision we were, and told everyone we are. And that I asked her out.
So, if I break up with her, I look like a douche.
If I don't, then I truly am a douche...
Then comes the MSP, like in some of those pictures "Can you see the Indians?" and the scene looks normal at first, then you see that what you first thought was a cactus was an Indian in the shadow, and there's another in the rock. And you can never quite see them, then one sneaks up behind with a scalping knife and a tomohawk. That's what the MSP did. I didn't see it coming, and I am woefully unprepared. It's been stressing me out.
Finally, today, I couldn't sleep. I spent all of yesterday with a headache, and today, it was worse. SEARING, all day long. Like a little man with a hammer inside my head. All of this made me so emotionally unstable... During volleyball this morning, I just wanted to cry so badly. If I got a blow to the head, or a mean comment, I KNOW I would have cried this morning. But I didn't.
Wow. Life is so smart. It gets me to breaking point, but it never goes quite past. Kudos to you.
I'm not really depressed, I'm more just stressed and exasperated and I just want to SCREAM IN ANGST! I'm very energetic right now........ I just need something crazy to do......;l..;l
I guess this weekend will be cool, because we'dll have a full 3 day swim meet, and I'll get the whole weekend witht he swim team, whom I all kove very much......... HUUAUAUAUAAAHHH, I'm just about toi explode right now!!!!!! la;lsdkfja'spdkfja'lwkej'