Ok, in about 20 minutes, I will set off to scouts.
A whole new group of people, and the bad part is that I'm ridiculously shy. I know full well that I will stand at the side looking awkward for the whole evening. I've already thrown up twice, and I'm shaking. Hardly need to say that I'm a bit anxious when I meet new people.
Its all my mum's idea, she says I need to 'get out there' as she puts it, and make new friends, seeing as my old ones were so shit.
Oh damn, this is terrifying. All I want to do this evening is sit at the computer like I normally do, and talk to people over the internet. I can handle that...
Oh jesus. Kill me now, kill me now. Don't make me go out.