T and I have been alright. It's always back and forth with us. We went to Santa Anita Racetrack closing day and had a wonderful time together. It was a very nice day. At the end of the day we had a little tiff about our sex life and talked it over. Still no resolution, but we have been more intimate.

As for the "crush." Well, forget it. I don't even think about it anymore. I'm glad it passed.

My creative writiing teacher encourages me to write stories about my life as a lesbian (figuring it out etc) but it seems to be the hardest thing to write about. I did a great story about how I had a dream about Taylor Swift, but when it comes to writing about C and all the crushes before her, I'm stuck. I feel like it's a lot of explaining and not really getting in the room with what's going on.

That's part of the reason I'm on here now; I'm going to look at some old journal entries and see if I can't get inspired.