hi!
it's APRIL...10 days after lmao.
so late. but it's okay. it's me.
well...i like how my blog is about my 808 life, when lately...i haven't been having a life :(
school. work. home.
to and from.
nothing else.
sad. but it's whatevers and becoming a routine.
i hate routines!
lol.
i can't blame anyone but myself tho.
the love of my life, pepito...died out about a week ago.
pepito.
he is my 1990 Honda Civic DX Hatchback.
the only (car) man in my life besides those who are real people (lol).
it may sound weird that i gave my car a gender, especially a name.
but within the 1-2 years that i've had him...
...i've gotten really close with him.
.
.
a lot of good and bad times.
etc. etc. etc. lol.
but yeah.
so i've gone backwards...and back to hs days.
using mr. fasi (the BUS)
:)
it's not bad and i'm enjoying my walks home.
but...i'm one of those people who is made for a car.
:?

so.
i'm hoping to either get him fixed (highlyDOUBTing) or a new used car.
i'm HOPING. lol.
that's the main word. HOPE.
.
other than that....
explaining my title.
majorly?CRUSHING?
&&wanna kiss the girl!

"there you see her, sitting across the way. she don't got a lot to say but there's something about her and you don't know why, but you're dying to try...you wanna kiss the girl"

yes i want to kiss the girl.
why?

"yes, you want her. look at her, you know you do. it's possible she wants you too. there is one way to ask her. it don't take a word, not a single word. go on and kiss the girl"

i'm hoping that a kiss.
just a kiss.
the first kiss between us.
will tell us where...we will go.
it may sound crazy but, ...i know how i feel.
i feel it everytime i'm with her.
when i talk to her.
but i want to know...if it's meant for something.
...
a kiss...says a LOT!