I go back to school in less than eight hours. Spring break has been fun. Hung out with Dae, Jake, Mel and Philip these past two weeks. Dae's dating an amazing guy named Caleb. I'm so happy for her. ^.^

I got sunburned today. It's not so bad and I actually managed to get a bit of a tan. My friends are all still darker than me though.

The suicidal thoughts have been coming back. A part me still wishes I had died on Saturday. Going to a group therapy meeting in 10 days. I'm so nervous. I need an adult to take me and no one in my family knows about me wanting to off myself. Guess I'm gonna have to tell them if I wanna go get help. [sigh] Dae said she'd be there to support me but I dunno.

Anyways I g2g or else I'll be dead tired at school. Night!