Ugh! I'm so nervous. I'm going to a meeting for people with depression and suicidal thoughts tonight. I've been having suicidal thoughts for the past 3-4 years and recently I've been wanting to die so I decided to go and get help. The group is just for teens with no conselours or therapists. My grandma wants to go to the group though I really don't want her too. [bites fingernails] She also wants me to give her all the group info but I'm scared and don't wanna tell her. My friend, Dae is also coming for support.