Why is it that whenever I like a girl she is always straight, always really intense or just plain crazy or liking her causes intensely awkward situations? WHY?

All of these apply for this current girl.

Its not love and I'm not even sure if I like like her. (Yes I am in middle school lol.)

She plays on my softball team. Probably one of the best players I've ever seen play.

To make matters worse (or better depending on how you look at it) she is really freakin cute.

Maybe it's because I'm working closely with her or maybe I just enjoy causing myself emotional pain, but I hate liking people I shouldn't...

But on a happier note, we had a beautiful day here in Ohio and got to practice outside on the field. It felt great to be in the dirt again. :D

Well that's all for now. :)