I am a highschooler. I have struggled with being bi/gay/curious for the past 11 years. I have never done anything with a guy. But on the other hand I have had plenty of chances to mess around with girls and just haven't (aside from making out).

Sometimes i feel like what holds me back from experimenting is not knowing who is gay. i go to a small school so its not like people "come out" and have a crowd to hang out with. There are less than 70 kids in my grade and we all know each others business. BUT THATS WHAT MAKES TODAY SO EXCITING!!!

SO: I am in the school play, no big deal. but have had my eye on, nothing else, a really cute boy. He's average height, black hair, and a great body. (one of those guys with a big upper body [but not like a body builder{like a big chest, but not like boobs. XD }]) He's asian but its kind of hard to tell.

Today at lunch i was sitting at the main group of guys i sit with, jocks, class president, hockey players, and soccer players. The conversation led, somehow, to people being gay at my school. And my friend, Danny says: "did you know that kid Nick is gay too?" Well, as you may have assumed that kid Nick, is the same guy i've had my eye on. and like i said earlier i havent made a move in fear that the person i move one, doesn't move the same way (if you know what i mean :) lol) I was trying to not act to interested, but couldn't help thinking about him, this could be my chance, and he's cute too.

So: today at play practice i made it a point to talk to his friends so that he, in a way, had to join the conversation i was in. Turns out, hes not only cute, but funny and sweet. I would be lying if i told you he and i were cracking jokes with each other by the end of the night, but he did talk to me, which is more than he did any other play practice. I suppose its a work in progress... and ill keep you posted!

“The love you take is equal to the love you make.” - The Beatles