Ughh it's just one of those days. I'm exhausted and I have a ton of work to do. I have to finish a chemistry open book test, which is hard because the book is not straightforward at all.

I have to write an elegy poem, study for an english essay midterm, and between now and Thursday I have to read the second half of A Tree grows In Brooklyn and do a book report project on it...When will I ever sleep?

On a happy note I hung out with my bi questioning friend A.H. and we saw Remember Me, so so sad. And I kept wondering what it'd be like to kiss A. But it'd be wayyy to awkward to ask, so whatever.

I really really want to go to Pratt's pre-college summer art program, I sent my app and stuff today. But there's this thing with a non-refundable deposit which we didn't have the money for and I'd only be able to go if I got the merit scholarship I applied for, so I'm really worried that my whole application is just screwed.

I do get to do something fun the last weekend of march, though the whole reason for it is so not fun. My dad's making me go to this church youth summit conference like 30min to an hour away, but I'm going to stay in a motel with A. because her dad's making her go to. :) So we get to have a weekend by ourselves to hang out in between church stuff and just talk and be silly! :) I'm excited.

Well I need to stop avoiding my hw now (emphatic sigh...).