So I got into college. It's not really my top choice, but I wont hear back from my top choice until mid-April. Besides, it's still an amazing school, and I'd be thrilled to attend.
The relief I'm feeling is hard to explain. It's just that I finally know for sure that, worst comes worse, I won't be stuck in this goddam town my whole life. I won't have to go to a community college with everyone from high school. It's one less thing I have to worry about.
Of course, besides that, life has been complete shit. I've been complete shit. I'm as out of shape as I've ever been, and I can't, for the life of me, make myself do anything. I've been a moody ass too, insensitive to others and oversensitive at the same time. I just want to run. But I can't. So I'll hold out until next August.