Exhale

Just Dave's picture

So I got into college. It's not really my top choice, but I wont hear back from my top choice until mid-April. Besides, it's still an amazing school, and I'd be thrilled to attend.

The relief I'm feeling is hard to explain. It's just that I finally know for sure that, worst comes worse, I won't be stuck in this goddam town my whole life. I won't have to go to a community college with everyone from high school. It's one less thing I have to worry about.

Of course, besides that, life has been complete shit. I've been complete shit. I'm as out of shape as I've ever been, and I can't, for the life of me, make myself do anything. I've been a moody ass too, insensitive to others and oversensitive at the same time. I just want to run. But I can't. So I'll hold out until next August.

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Wolfcry's picture

*hugs* Its my story, and I

*hugs*

Its my story, and I will write it out the way I want it to be, or I will find a way to re-write it. - Me

stardust's picture

Congrats Dave!

That's great Dave. I completely understand, I absolutely do NOT want to stay in my hometown or homestate for college. I have this deep feeling that if I don't get out now (for college) then I may never leave, or it'll just be that much harder if I wait even longer to leave and then I just won't make it, you know? I need the distance from everybody, though you definitely have it worse, you in a rural town, right?

I get the anticipation for college decisions, I won't hear until April as well, and even later for one school. But again congrats, and good luck! I hope you get into your 1st choice!

*Good karma wave* :)

Miidahli's picture

Congrats. :) Soak it in-

Congrats. :)
Soak it in- getting in to one of your top choices is a compliment.

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Just take it easy and keep breathing, one step at a time. :)

elph's picture

I Know You are Ecstatic...

University life will be your opportunity to allow all of your innate qualities to bloom.

Go with the resolve of becoming the (responsible) individual you have always wanted to be.

Congratulations!