I forgot how much I loathe getting ready in the morning over vacation. It's seriously the most depressing part of the day because it's like "Oh yeah Ash you have to put a binder on and you hate those" and it's also when I shower and I obviously have to be naked for that and ughhh.

One day I'll be able to see myself in the mirror, even without clothes. I don't know how long it'll take but it'll happen one day, and that'll be the happiest day of my life.