So I did 1/3 of my bedroom which is filled up above the height of my bed on the frame, with boxes x.x I probably wouldn't care if it actually was all my stuff but it's not, a lot of it is my ex's stuff, probably cause his mistress packed it cause I wasn't welcome into the home that my name was on the lease of, and not as the spouse as the APPLICANT. ya bullshit I know, but I didn't want to go anywhere near that home wrecking whore anyways. So anyways I was going through the stuff, and along with having to throw out all his stuff, they actually put a bag of GARBAGE inside a bag of MY stuff... asses... liker seriously what a waste of oxygen. But ya I spent a good long time cleaning. I also inquired about some coming out counseling cause I think I need it, I haven't come "fully" out to my parents, like I did before but I haven't again yet, I have enough trouble dealing with my mother ripping me apart for no actual reason this week I'm not feeding her fire. Oh and cause I get my tattoo on friday I am going to go to the mall too and grab some stuff I want. Tomorrow I'll have to do another third of the bedroom ugh x.x so not looking forward to it. Will probably have to have grant come over and help me again, today he had to bring the heavy boxes out for me so I could go through them and actually clean the room, tomorrow I may need him to move the bed for me x.x I hate being weak it sucks. Oh and my sexy ass photographer is coming over to hang out for a bit tomorrow, fuck that girl is AMAZING, my mother totally looks down on her for no good reason, so I'm gonna prove mom wrong tomorrow, at least about my photographer's mad photography skills. Well it's 11:30 I'm exhausted and I want to get up early and try and get the REST of the room done tomorrow *sigh* night guys

☩Mandi

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I didn't even get to scroll down to post this and my mother came out degrading me and threatening my daughter.. I think I am going to look into moving into a shelter if I don't find a full time job to be able to afford moving out soon