I just all of a sudden thought my attraction to boys was weird. (parts of me speaking)
Gestapo me: "Hold on just a second there, my furry fine friend. Did I just catch you staring at that BOY?"
Me: "I swear I wasn't. Honest. I just really liked his shirt, and wondered about where I might buy it someday."
Gestapo me: "Nothing doing, pal. You're gay."
Gestapo me: "So. You like boys. Not girls."
Me: "WOAH. I DO. Oh gawd. All the other guys are talking about their girl crushes, and I just can't stop staring at this boy... Ew."
Gestapo me: "In the old days of your families, it'd be the labor camps for you. (My grandparents on my mom's side fought for Germany, WW2) Lucky you're growing up in this cushy MODERN society, where it's OKAY to violate the natural law. You know what? You DISGUST me."
Me: "Gawd. I AM disgusting..."
It just seemed weird to me. I actually was thinking about this. I actually got disgusted by my own gayness...
Would I be a major homophobe if I wasn't gay?
Or, is it my own gayness that MAKES me homophobic?
Just looking at me from an outside perspective, I don't think I LOOK like a homophobe...
But then, what does a homophobe look like?