"He got the world in his hand" ~ Are you listening. (love song for haiti)

This week has been problematic yet very enlightening. I have lost a friend but gain some perspective of myself. I have learned that i dont need people who bring me down. If i dont like the way someone treating me tell them and if they wont change it, let them go. Yes, its hard but there are better people out there. This saturday, i went out to eat and play pool with friends; it was pretty fun. My friend michael gave me a purple stone heart. It made me feel better. Like super better. :) Dk came to the restaurant when me and some friends were there. She didn't acknowledge me and i didn't acknowledge her. She knew i was gonna be there for a birthday dinner and she decided not to join or noticed that i exist therefore i was mad towards the end of the dinner but we left and went and played pool and it was fun. Today, she was fos to come over but choose to sleep instead. Alright, that hurt. It all hurt but so does alot of things in life. Ill just get over it. What doesnt kill me, makes me stronger and so far none of the horrible things in my life have killed me so i should be pretty strong. It will pierce and break my heart but my heart will mend and my life will be the better for it. Im going to be completely arrogant and stuck up and say that i honestly think i was fair better in life and ill get over this by the time i find out whether or not i faired better. I can make this go away. I wont cry anymore over this. Ill pass through the pain as if it was a cloud. Ill go day by day and it will get easier. Like everything else in life.
Goodnight. :)