"I aint worried about u cuz im feelin myself." ~ lil wayne

This weekend was amazingly fun. Saturday, i cleaned all day and made some money than that night; i went to a quince and danced the entire time except for like 20 minutes out of being there for like 3 hours. lol. Sunday, i slept till 12 than woke up and help set up for our super bowl party. It was pretty good; everyone had fun and was loud. At first, i was in a bad mood because Dk and me had a lil argument about her not really caring if she hangs with me but than i was like whatever and started to have a great time. There was 13 to 16 people in my room and i almost had flip. Im very claustrophobic but once i chilled, it was fun.

One day this week is my birthday. I turn good ol 17. Best thing about it; i can buy rated r tickets now without having my grandparents do it. Im starting to feel like 17. Im starting to feel more like me, more comfortable with myself and what i want. I had talked to my grandma about issues (which is totally unusual for me) and she has made me realize somethings. Those things are; i cant control what people do but how i react to it and i shouldn't internalize others wrong doing in me, i should say something than or just let go. Nothing i can do about it.

I completely feel like my best friends are quite upsetting. DK is acting like she just doesnt care about anything even though she told me she does. Than megan and panda are getting annoyed about me always complaining about it. My reaction to that is Fuck ya niggas! I sat through 4 and half years of yall complaining about boyfriends and what-not and the one time i complain, im suddenly being annoying. fuck that shit. its that simple. My birthday this week and i was fos to go out eating with my best friends but i honestly dont want to now. So i might not.
Well i hate mondays....lol.
Have a Great Day. :)