I KNOW the song is about me. Lol.

Seriously, though. I used to not care at all how I looked. I used to not give a flying fuck what anyone thought about it either.

But I think I can honestly say now that I am VAIN. I went from one extreme to the other.

I'd like to think I'm a bit more grounded than the typical appearance-obsessed girl, though.

I've got a literal obsession with my hair and skin now, though. My face HAS to be clean, my hair HAS to be perfect.

But REALLY. I'm pretty vain. Almost every time I see my picture on here, I can't help but think, ' -sigh- I'm so pretty... '. Lmfao.

I mean, I accept that I have flaws, and I'm not pretty by the standards of everyone. I accept that I can improve myself, and I'm trying really hard to do so. And I don't really talk about it much to other people, but I think it semi-often.

I'm not too vain but isn't the fact that I just wrote an entire journal entry about it proof enough that I've become pretty vain?

I kinda don't like it. But whatever.