I'm a people pleaser, unfortunately. And I don't even get the point of it, because I can never make everybody happy. I guess I just have this insane need to make up for things that I think others will perceive as disappointments. But now I'm just...exhausted and close to my limit. Something's gotta give. I wish I was a rebel kind of girl who didn't care and just said 'screw it', and I really want to shout 'screw it!' but that's not me. I guess I just want to know when it stops, if there's an end at the horizon. I'm so sick of expectations and having to deal with what other people want, or 'their way or the highway'. Ahhh. I'm tired, so gonna sleep now. Oh and Oasisians, if you can, relax, and have fun, because we don't get to be young forever. I just wish that fact actually had an affect for me right now. Whatever, I'm in a weird mood, night.