I think I was having a knee-jerk reaction last week when I was contimplating replacing the ex's birthday present. I had just been out at a club and seen her for the first time in weeks, with the added complication of another girl following her around all interested. I was jealous and was having a lapse in my good sense.
I may be niaeve, but I think I am now doing better. She is online and I don't want to talk to her. I haven't started a conversation, or been tempted to. I went out last with my friends and decided to get back to myself, and having fun, and being ok-if that makes sense. My ex's ex was out(woman who caused so much drama), and while I was nervous of seeing her at first I realised I am a pretty enough girl who should enjoy being young, free and single for the moment and not waste my life moping. My month of misery is over. I have decided.