hurt
so I came out to my boyfriend before valentines day to make everything easier for him, and I even gave him the option to do everything we had made plans for and shit and I dunno our relationship wasn't really romantic, it was just hanging out like friends, maybe holding hands and kisses good bye seriously, all that really need to change is the kissing thing.
but no now he treats me like garbage, blows me off all the time, and treats me like we're only friends cause he HAS to be my friend. the only plans he kept were the ones I was paying for. Which TOTALLY helps cause I totally didn't feel like he was using me to make Amanda from our work jealous or anything, and now all his time is back on her (most of it was while we were dating too so not a HUGE change there) but like fuck
shit like this, is EXACTLY why I wanted to be bi instead of a lesbian but as we all know it's not a fucking choice. Like he WAS a great guy (until the coming out) and I really did like him which is why I didn't want to play him and continue to date and shit it just seemed rude, wrong and he deserved better.
apparently I don't
fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck
//end rant
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...I am so very, very sorry.
...I am so very, very sorry. He seems like MY ex. *hug*
I wish I could help, dear.
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There isn't a sharp line dividing humans from the rest of the animal kingdom. It's a very wuzzie line...and it's getting wuzzier all the time. - Jane Goodall.
he's not bad
he's really not, I was his first girlfriend and I totally turned to him and said "I can't do this I'm a lesbian" that had to of hurt, he totally needs time before we can be friends but it's hard cause we work together so we're kinda FORCED to see each other, like it's not like we just work at the same place we work the same shifts too
awwww :( Well this might be
awwww :( Well this might be a good thing? Maybe he was like that all along and was just putting up an act for you.
I swear to the Lord, I still can't see, why Democracy means, everybody but me.
- Langston Hughes
I don't think so
I think it's just we live in a very small town, we have all the same friends in town pretty much, we work together like it's hard to get that time apart we need after a break up it's kinda like we broke up adn got tossed head first together and pretty much had to try adn make shit not uncomfortable plus I'm PMSing so I'm a TAD emotional right now.
Ah. Good point. I swear to
Ah. Good point.
I swear to the Lord, I still can't see, why Democracy means, everybody but me.
- Langston Hughes