so I came out to my boyfriend before valentines day to make everything easier for him, and I even gave him the option to do everything we had made plans for and shit and I dunno our relationship wasn't really romantic, it was just hanging out like friends, maybe holding hands and kisses good bye seriously, all that really need to change is the kissing thing.
but no now he treats me like garbage, blows me off all the time, and treats me like we're only friends cause he HAS to be my friend. the only plans he kept were the ones I was paying for. Which TOTALLY helps cause I totally didn't feel like he was using me to make Amanda from our work jealous or anything, and now all his time is back on her (most of it was while we were dating too so not a HUGE change there) but like fuck
shit like this, is EXACTLY why I wanted to be bi instead of a lesbian but as we all know it's not a fucking choice. Like he WAS a great guy (until the coming out) and I really did like him which is why I didn't want to play him and continue to date and shit it just seemed rude, wrong and he deserved better.
apparently I don't