that's what i have to say...haha anyways
we had dinner yadayadayada... and then when most of us finished eating nut came over to my/our side of the table where the rest of the children were and the two little ones went wild while i was trying to calm them down, we got weird stares from the other chinese people in the restaurant.
there were several times when Nut had touched my hand and kept it there...i didn't really want her to take it away...oh well and then a bit after that NUt wanted to see my cousin's phone (lets call her Sea) because she couldnt figure out if Sea was still with her boyfriend. then (our faces were like two inches away from each others) she asked me why i didn't have a boyfriend...i couldn't say anything...i wanted to tell her that i have an ex girlfriend, but i couldn't bring myself to say it....gah....
after we had this red bean soup-y thingy for dessert she needed to wash her hands and told me to go with her. we went and after exiting the restroom she was really cold because the restroom was right next to the exit. i mentioned that i wasn't cold and she grabbed onto my arm and told me that it was cause i'm a really warm person...while walking back to the table Sea had a questioning look on her face...i had mixed feelings about having Nut on my arm :p
Sea does know i'm gay...and she knows about devon and i. :p bleh...
since i'm still not...intuned to the flirting thing, was Nut flirting?
having a crush on a "relative" is not good, even if we're no where near related by blood....:p