Wow, I am way too negative. All my entries lately have been so negative; that's why I deleted that last one. It was like, the fifth negative one in a row. So far the visit has only been a little awkward, not really bad or anything, but I kind of want the house to be empty again already.

I feel extremely awkward whenever we watch movies and that girl comments on every guy. I have nothing to say, so I just sort of stare blankly ahead.

The little kids are being hellions, though. Hellions, I say!

And my mom has been extremely awkward all day. A few minutes ago, before I went to my grandparents' house to sleep, she mentioned that she would love to have sex in an elevator. WTF MOM? Then, she was stalking her boyfriend's facebook, proclaimed loudly how hot she thinks he is, and asked me if I agreed. Um, this guy is practically my step-dad, and I'm a lesbian. And before her guests got here, we were eating lunch in a restaurant full of old people, and she asked me very loudly if I would be less negative and angry if I actually had a girlfriend. I do not live in a gay-friendly area. I think some of them looked at us weirdly. D:

And... I've been thinking. There are a lot of people that I would really, really like to get back in touch with. For example, there is this girl I used to know in seventh and eighth grade, but she moved. We used to talk all the time, but not so much anymore. We talked over facebook for like, five minutes a few nights ago, and it was the first time in about four months. Same thing with one of my older friends. She went to college, and the last time I ever saw her or talked to her was when I ran into her at a pizza place. I see the other one almost once a week, but I don't think they even see each other that much anymore. And then there is, of course, the fact that I don't talk to a certain very important girl nearly as often as I'd like. :(

ANYWAY LET US TRY TO THINK OF A POSITIVE THING. Umm, we saw that hot waitress again. :D Oh my god, she needs to bend down to pick stuff up waaaayyyy more often. /perv