i can honestly say, that i'm finished with you.
what do you want me to say ?
with you i've been through hell, but you showed me a glimpse of heaven, of what someone else might be able to give me...
you've shown me that i'm able to make myself completely numb to everything if i want to.
you've shown me that you can't choose who you fall in love with.
you've shown me that sometimes you just can't win, no matter what you do and how hard you try.
you've shown me that i should pick my battles, because some things aren't worth fighting for.
you've shown me that i should never trust anyone who says they love me unless i know they mean it.
you've shown me that actions, not words or intentions, are what you should judge someone by.
you've shown me that what my body wants is probably not the best for my heart.
you've shown me that in a relationship, there's always one who loves the other more.
you've shown me that i never want to be that person again.
anyways, i'm gonna finish off by quoting marilyn monroe :
I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go. Things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right. You believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together.
goodnight, i love you all.