I've been MIA from Oasis for about a month. I just found myself back on Oasis tonight.

It's been one of those days, just weird. I feel strange, just about everything.

It's like I'm just mentally exhausted, from all the wondering and questioning and worrying, and from all the why's, what if's, and maybe's. I'm just...tired. I feel drained, and frozen, as if I'm just paused in this haze. It's disconcerting.

I think I feel disassociated from myself, momentarily. I'm just so tired and I just want something...for myself. A bit of calm or peace I guess.

I'm going to try and get to sleep earlier tonight.

Night Oasis.