Disclaimer: I am horrible at keeping a journal. It has been forever since I have written on here. I will try to be better but I'm not going to make this an assignment that will put more pressure on me. Hopefully this will be something I find continually enjoyable and be something I look forward to doing. Boy this sounds a little negative :/

I don’t know why journal writing is so difficult…I feel I have to write down everything and explain everything I write. I don’t know. I’m just going to write. I just saw Sherlock Holmes. Meh. It was alright. It didn’t move quickly enough more taste and the female lead was uninspiring (despite Rachel McAdams normally being a brilliant actress). However, it was a good mix of action and humor. The costumes and set design were excellent and the music was exulting if not a teensy bit repetitive. Oh well. I’m sure we have multiple sequels coming soon…

The snow is so pretty…it’s fluffy and soft. Walking back to the car I couldn’t help but feeling a bit melancholy. It would have been so romantic…magical even. I’m normally content with being single (probably detrimentally so). But man…that moment jabbed at my heart. I think the holidays do that anyway. I’m a bit of a chicken. I get to a certain point with folks (men and women …I’m bisexual) and I back out. I run. I secretly fear my heart is rather iced over. I hope it will thaw. So I can walk in the falling snow and hold someone’s hand.

Maybe I’m not so content to be single after all.