um im so indecisive
why can't i drive yet
why can't i never be tired
why can't i be at fifty billion places at once
i want to go to that party and that party and that party
and i also want to sleep
i want too much
...or, advice lacking quality? Would you welcome a nudge?
if you want my mate on her learner's licence who's high right now to come pick me up at 1:30am
But your request falls outside my area of expertise.
Which just invites another... why would you even consider riding with her at 1:30am if you know she's high? You're capable of far better judgment...
Call a taxi... or start walking; the exercise and the spring breezes can exert a very positive flushing of indecisiveness. Think about what a great future lies ahead!
being able to dispense advice doesn't mean i always follow it
im probably the most flawed person i know
i told her no. then i told her yes. then i told her no.
i don't know what this great future you're referring to is if this isn't the same future i've been having already
because this isn't some sudden change i'm going through
But... if you're displeased with the direction your changes have taken... STOP and take account, and reverse direction... now. It takes firm resolve; it's never too late!
You are exceptionally talented. You have resisted talking about your future education. I hope you have a program to which you've gained admission along with the necessary funding. If you're not happy with the selections (both school and program)... do well with what you have, and then seek transfer to where your heart leads.
I presume that you may recall that it was your one example of sloppy spelling that provoked my initial appearance here on Oasis:-)
Don't let the future you desire slip away!!!
don't put me in a box
thanks i appreciate your comments elph but i'm going to sleep
i've said this isn't a sudden change. i just posted it that's all
if you're concerned about change then it's not reversing any changes it's more like telling me to make a change about who i have been for quite a while. you just have a different idea of who i actually am
you don't know what future i want
because i don't know what i want either
I don't know if you're misreading my reasons for speaking with you or not. You have incorporated sufficient ambiguity in your posts to leave open this likelihood...
The only "box" that I may be hinting at is the one you'd like to be in. I'm only suggesting that that "box" is within your power to design; it's not up to me to impose it (or even to try).
What I want you to glean is that you are who you are (admittedly, circular). You have communicated that you both like and dislike who you have evolved to be. I have no foolproof nostrum to ease these feelings...
But I hope you find them for yourself. I don't no exactly why...
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