Break up, and a messy one, damn it.

23 December, 2009 - 6:55am — Tophat

We're now convinced the other is psychopathic, and I strangely enough feel like laughing.

Am I a monster? Probably. Did i hurt her for fun? No. Do I act like it now to make myself feel better? Yes. Do I hate her? No. Do I want to after she compares me to her ex and says I'm worse? Yes.

Am I going to get drunk out of my mind tonight?

Do you really need to ask?

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23 December, 2009 - 7:05am — lamb_da

oh tophat...

*hug*

Hi, I'm a reading Rainbow! :)

23 December, 2009 - 7:34am — Tophat

I'm going to officially crawl down a bottle tonight.

Wheee.

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I love you.

23 December, 2009 - 8:41am — Fiona Rosge

I want to ask whats wrong...but I guess it's none of my buisness is it?
just...hope your okay...
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Come Josephine in my flying machine
Going up she goes up she goes
Balance yourself like a bird on a beam
In the air she goes there she goes
Up, up, a little bit higher
Oh, my, the moon is on fire
Good-by