Ok, so i know that at this point that branding myself with a label is inappropriate but I've been putting things in perspective and this is what I've realised. I've had strong emotional attachments to men, yes, and I've also had strong emotional attachments to women. I can and have felt romantic feelings for guys but at this point I cannot say that men do anything for me sexually. Sure I've done "things" with other guys. Things which felt good physically but emotionally left me feeling empty. I guess thats what i deserved for getting involved in these semi- arbitrary encounters... Ugh. I started losing sight of the point here...
Am I Interested in guys. Yes, and Not Really.
I'm interested in men, but only as far really as a romantic friendship.
Women? Well there just feels like there more happening there.
To me these seem like fair assesments to base a label on.
Gay is accurate but only to a degree.
Bisexual is too vauge,
Straight feels like a fib.