Well, after I broke up with gf, I found out today that minutes after I told her, she told L on the swim team. Seriously?! Couldn't you ask, or at least wait a few hours before you start telling people I''m gay?
And then, L blabbed to me "you're gay" right in front of EVERYONE. I just told her "well thanks for informing me".
Didn't they think there was a REASON I hadn't already told everyone?
There WAS, and that was because the guys might act weird about it. And, boys will be boys, they did. Probably my best friend on the team, K, asked me why my nails are sharpied. I just said I was bored, because I was. (I'm weird like that) And he just said "well that's gay". I WAS STUNNED. He was my best friend, and he'd just said THAT?
This might even get to my parents, which I'm not ready for.
Am I wrong to be angry at my P (my ex-gf), because I hadn't told her NOT to tell anyone, although I didn't give permission either?

P.S. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE tell me if I'm ever annoying with excessive posting or excessive problems. I NEVER want to be annoying.