*Sigh*

l.enigma_ambulante's picture

I'm in another anti-social mood tonight.

My best friend (me ex) is annoying the fuck out of me.

I just want to write.
But I can't think of what to write.
You'd think it'd be simple, because I know what happened after D and I broke up.
My brain is broke.

I need to go to bed, I think.

Goodnight, Oasis.

Have I mentioned lately that I haven't been attracted to many girls at all? Sigh. I don't know what's wrong with me. I'm attracted to a lot of guys, though.

Ah, shit. I don't really care about that anymore.

=/

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fox333's picture

Yay for unexplainable

Yay for unexplainable desires!

I am so clever that sometimes I don't understand a single word of what I am saying.
Oscar Wilde

swimmerguy's picture

Don't misinterpret your feelings.

I've been "attracted" to girls too. It was always just misinterpreting my feelings. Feelings are hard to interpret.

If you're going through hell, keep going. ~Winston Churchill

jeff's picture

Uhh...

Well, just confirming why she's an ex, no?

The upside, once she's an ex, you don't have to interact with her anymore.

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"People who are happy are slugs... They do not move the human race forward."
-- Camille Paglia, on Oasis

l.enigma_ambulante's picture

Haha uhm. Best friend to

Haha uhm. Best friend to girlfriend to ex/best friend? She's still my best friend, it's just that she's been annoying me lately, and I don't feel like talking to her.
Does that make me a bad person? lol

[[Love means you can never be apart... <3]]

Uncertain's picture

i'm attracted to guys too?

i'm attracted to guys too? what's wrong with that i don't get it

oldfoxbob's picture

So?

What you are experiencing is normal...every one is actually born bisexual. They then learn which sex they prefer. Some do it in the pre-teen years, some in the teen years, and some not until much later in life. That is normal.
We all go through this. Some just don't remember it or deny it to them selves. ( such as the religious right extremists.) Since you were attracted to members of your same sex before and now find yourself attracted to members of the opposite sex is very normal. You may find in the future that you are no longer attracted to the same sex at all, again totally normal. Then again you may find just the opposite may occur. As I said that is normal. This confusion will disappear with time. It is good that you understand that this may happen and will remain excepting of those who have not or will not or can not change in their attraction towards their own sex. Meaning that if you become str8 you are excepting of those who are GLBT. If not then your excepting of those who are str8 and were GLBT. Anyway you look at it...your normal kid...your normal! Just go with the flow and follow your heart. And as Jeff said above you dont have to associate with your EX any more than you want to. It's "Ex" as in no longer there, gone, forgotten, or put on a back burner. Not "X" as in X marks the spot, the number selected, etc. Enjoy life my friend, enjoy life to the fullest.
OFB

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