Epiphanies are so versatile. Although this one was not really so much of sudden epiphany such as slow realization. I stayed home from swimming today, and I finally decided that I DO NOT CARE WHAT THEY THINK. They can think it, and I will just not let them get to me. They'll let it go.
Aaaaannnnddddd, I just realized I've been a selfish asshole. Not just to all the people that were trying to help. But to life in general also. I heard somewhere that the human race is in a 80-20 people resource split. 80% of people get 20% of the resources. And I'm probably in that other 20% of people. My life is FABULOUS, and I should always be thankful. Even the very hands I type this with are wonderful inventions. I've seen people with no arms.
I feel GREAT. And to EVERYONE who helped, THANKYOUTHANKYOUTHANKYOU