I broke up with her.
I told her that I don't have those feelings for her anymore.
She was okay... on the phone.
We got off the phone, and were talking on MSN, and she broke down.
I have never felt so cruel in my entire life.
J. I can't keep my eyes or mind off her. I sat at a table near hers tonight at dinner, and I realized that I love her laugh. She has this squeaky giggle, and it just makes me smile. She and the other people she was sitting with were doing silly things.... I half wanted to go and join them, but I'm pretty sure they'd be like.. O.o weirdo.. and go all quiet.
God, I wish I was more outgoing.