I Suck...

l.enigma_ambulante's picture

At relationships.

I broke up with her.

I told her that I don't have those feelings for her anymore.

She was okay... on the phone.

We got off the phone, and were talking on MSN, and she broke down.

I have never felt so cruel in my entire life.

J. I can't keep my eyes or mind off her. I sat at a table near hers tonight at dinner, and I realized that I love her laugh. She has this squeaky giggle, and it just makes me smile. She and the other people she was sitting with were doing silly things.... I half wanted to go and join them, but I'm pretty sure they'd be like.. O.o weirdo.. and go all quiet.
God, I wish I was more outgoing.

>.<

I'm tired.

Goodnight, Oasis.

<3

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fox333's picture

awwwwww *hugs* But atleast

awwwwww *hugs* But atleast you did it.

lamb_da's picture

you sucketh NOT!

key to outgoigness: ACT, don't think
but that could get you into trouble if you act a certain way...
uh...if you can, act and think at the same time?
i do that sometimes...SOMETIMES...lol

it's best for her because you have feelings for someone else and it would be worse if she lost you to someone else instead of just losing you completely....i heard this from a friend today...

That's so straight. No, seriously.

kuu2's picture

ok.

u just got to plunge into it. but sorry about the break up. and u dont suck.

Life is easily complicated.

l.enigma_ambulante's picture

Thanks, girls. I'm not

Thanks, girls. I'm not feeling so emo today. >.< I was having an angsty moment when I wrote this lol.

[[Love means you can never be apart... <3]]

l.enigma_ambulante's picture

To show that I suck EVEN

To show that I suck EVEN MORE...

The lady in the advising office told me last week to come in at 3:30 today.

I went in at 3:30, and was told I was scheduled for 2:30, and I need to schedule another appt. Now, my extremely important advising appointment that I wanted/needed to have done this week is going to be next monday.

FML.

[[Love means you can never be apart... <3]]

Tophat's picture

You did the right thing.

Didn't I tell you? It's best for you.

You aren't heartless, cruel, cold, etc... You were right. If there's no affection in a relationship it's useless. It's like a rubber chicken: Cold, floppy, unexplainably unfunny, and probably never WAS alive.

I hope you don't beat yourself up for this.

You don't suck. That's what gay boys do.

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"What is life but a constant search for pleasure? I think that the feeling of a young man's tongue inside your mouth is the greatest pleasure of all."
-The Baron Van Oestregan

l.enigma_ambulante's picture

Uhhhhhmmmm Thanks? lol No,

Uhhhhhmmmm

Thanks? lol

No, it's okay, she says she's fine with it now.. she actually called me and left me a voicemail today. Sooo... it's alright.

[[Love means you can never be apart... <3]]

Tophat's picture

Shut up.

It's my job to comfort you. So be depressed so that I can comfort you.

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"What is life but a constant search for pleasure? I think that the feeling of a young man's tongue inside your mouth is the greatest pleasure of all."
-The Baron Van Oestregan

l.enigma_ambulante's picture

o.O Oookay

o.O Oookay then..........

WAAAAAHHHHHHH!!!

ANGST ANGST ANGST
Cry cry cry.....................

Yeah.. uhm... I'm done.

Thank you, Tophat!!! You've done a great job being an ass comforting me today. ^.^

Just kidding haha.

[[Love means you can never be apart... <3]]

Tophat's picture

My work here...

Is done.

*HUGGLESSOHARDYOUDIEOFASPHYXIATION*

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"What is life but a constant search for pleasure? I think that the feeling of a young man's tongue inside your mouth is the greatest pleasure of all."
-The Baron Van Oestregan

l.enigma_ambulante's picture

LMFAO Tophat, you make me

LMFAO

Tophat, you make me giggle. And apparently, it's to the point of death... o.O Thanks. haha

Psst.... I don't like killer huggles!! GASP.

[[Love means you can never be apart... <3]]

fox333's picture

I wanna comfrot you too!

I wanna comfrot you too! (dog pile on l.enigma_ambulante)

l.enigma_ambulante's picture

.... Meh. -.- *Gasps for

.... Meh. -.-

*Gasps for air*
Can't.... breathe....

[[Love means you can never be apart... <3]]

fox333's picture

no breatheing for you untill

no breatheing for you untill you cheer up! Oh wait.. you already did... ummmm.... *hands over lollypop and runs away*

l.enigma_ambulante's picture

.... is dumbfounded. Err...

.... is dumbfounded.

Err... okay. o.O

[[Love means you can never be apart... <3]]

fox333's picture

:( im sorry for being wierd.

:( im sorry for being wierd.

l.enigma_ambulante's picture

'Tis okay. ^.^ [[Love means

'Tis okay. ^.^

[[Love means you can never be apart... <3]]

Tophat's picture

It was funny when I did it.

>:O

JOKE RUINER!

(JK. I love you, Fox.)

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"What is life but a constant search for pleasure? I think that the feeling of a young man's tongue inside your mouth is the greatest pleasure of all."
-The Baron Van Oestregan

lamb_da's picture

what ever shall i do? D:

i give killer hugs all the time...
but only to certain people...
i can be gentle...;D lol

That's so straight. No, seriously.

l.enigma_ambulante's picture

XD You guys kill me. Pretty

XD You guys kill me.

Pretty sure you would literally, based on this conversation. =p

[[Love means you can never be apart... <3]]

Nanook's picture

If Oasis were to manifest

If Oasis were to manifest into a physical world, I'd be the farmer with a shotgun fifty miles away from all of you. None of you are getting anywhere near to asphyxiate me with a friggin hug! Talk about sick - you turned something so nice and cuddly and turned it into death. Way. To. Go.

l.enigma_ambulante's picture

*In an "Auntie" voice* Aww!

*In an "Auntie" voice* Aww! Come here, Nanook... let me kill you with hugs!!

=]

Giggle giggle...

[[Love means you can never be apart... <3]]

Nanook's picture

I pray to the gods that a

I pray to the gods that a freaking tornado can run through here, so I can go to a place other than here. Of course with my put pup (but he's not going to be ugly like Toto)