My classmates are so mean to me, and no one will even tell me what the fuck I DID! I am so pissed right now. At lunch, these girls started giggling, and one called to me. I went over there, and one, who already has a notoriously bitchy reputation, kept asking me over and over was I a lesbian. I asked her why she was so intent on knowing, and Irritating Girl chimes in, "So I can know if you're gonna fucking rape me!" I told her that I would never even look at her that way in a million years. Then, the rest of them took turns asking was I going to rape them, all except for one, who is actually nice sometimes. Irritating Girl was being especially stupid, so I took a seat by her and scooted close, just to be a bitch. (In French today, she got all defensive over her looover! Haha, I told French Class Girl to ask her to stop being a douchebag, and she said, "NO! French Class Girl is MY friend, so she hates you too, and she would NEVER EVER EVER call me mean!") Anyway, Irritating Girl had a fit, and the people I had been sitting with told me to blow her a kiss or something to scare the shit outta her, but I didn't.

Then I got sad in biology. Some people were talking about my friend. Nothing bad, but it made me miss her even more. They were talking about how she used to help this one guy play pranks on annoying people and how she had some interesting eating habits. God, I miss her. Really, I don't feel safe at school without her. Everyone adored her and would listen to her when she'd help me change the subject when people teased me over stupid shit. I used to LOVE going to school (yes really!) just for her...