today @ 6:00am you should have been there. it was beautiful. i wish i could have taken a picture but it wouldn't have been as nice. i'd like to tell you but my words are muffled, so whatever i say, it won't sound as wonderful, i'm sorry. just so you know, i told you in my head and i hope you recieve it in your dreams.
taday @ 7:35am i sat at the front of the high school, in front of your apartment and saw a yellow flower. it was the same kind that we sniffled and got pollen all over our noses. i'm sitting by the bushes that you tihnk sound really cool when you rustle it. it's drenched in dew. everytime i see a buggy i tihnk "damnit! where is she!" because i've no one to punch and say punch buggy to. i wonder if maybe you think of me from time to time as well.
today durning first period H told me she had a dream about the two of us kissing and holding hands at school. she said she cried. i hope this comes true.
today @ 9:35 to 10:20 i sat next to you at the assembly and i thought about how i really wanted to hold your hand but i didn't know how to go about it, so i didn't i'd like it if you'd marry me for homecoming. that'd be nice. i still have yet to give you the letter. i need to...when?
today @ 11:32 i'm sitting in the school library and wondering how you're doing in science. it must be a blast with mr. R. i'm sending you mental pecks on the cheek and plenty of hugs. i'm sending you bushes that rustle and clouds that look like paintings.
---to be continued---