Why?? Can anyone tell me? Every time I get into a relationship..
I think I've figured it out, slightly..
There's a process for getting into a relationship, for me.
Step One: Get a crush on someone. Preferrably a close friend, or something. That'll make things nice and complicated.
Step Two: Find someone completely attractive. Crush on them. Get over other crush, and don't say anything to that person.
Step Three: Crush from step one realizes they like me, or tells me they like me.
Step Four: Alex agrees to be in a relationship with said person from step one and three because she is a COMPLETE DUMBASS.
Step Five: Alex is miserable because she KNOWS she does not like said person, but doesn't want to hurt their feelings by telling them that she doesn't like them.
Step Six: Alex breaks up with said person after 1 / 2 / 3 / 4 weeks of dating.
Fuck. My. Life.
I saw A yesterday. I was OVERJOYED that she actually >talked< to me. She had a kickass costume... kinda gory, but it was funny.
Then I remembered I have a girlfriend who is absolutely CRAZY for me and who's going through a lot of shit right now...
I'm really beginning to think I'm heartless... at least for relationships..
I suck. Big time.