I gotta feeling...
Tonight's gonna be a good night...
Tonight's gonna be a good night...
Tonight's gonna be a good good night

I love you B. How could I tell you?
I know I'm just smitten, but in my mind you're so perfect right now. I don't want to lose that feeling. I haven't had it in way too long. Even though I know I can't have you, it's worth it. I can feel it again.

Let's do it.. let's do it... let's do it ... let's do it...

You guys know how I turned eighteen this month? So basically after a party last night many of us bussed into town and went clubbing. It's the first time I didn't have to use a fakie, and man it feels good!

It's the first time me and B were legally in town, so we both went kind of crazy. After going to like four different places he was suddenly like "let's go to Family!" Family's the gay club. And I was like "yes!" He was actually more excited than I was lol. When he lost me at the other clubs he even made a huge effort to find me to make sure I'd go.

So, three straight guys came with me to go to Family lol. I actually felt so loved by my friends. B was obviously one of them. But JK got bounched at the door cause of his fake ID, so JS had to stay with him. So it ended up being just me and B going in.

The atmosphere was awesome, nice strobe lights, and the music was just the type I liked. Me and B danced together and it was so nice. Hahaha, we completely didn't care and just went crazy. He even asked me "do I look like I'm gay?", I said "haha, we probably look like we're going out!" and he laughed and agreed.

And no shit we did lol. We were dancing together, we had the same dance moves and we even sat together on the couch. When he went outside to get a call and came back in later, someone said to him "hey, your boy's dancing over there" referring to me lol - he told me this.

Then we went upstairs, where there was a LOT more people. It was packed. Then we decided to jump on one of those elevated stands. When we were dancing on it we caught quite a few glances lol. We were seriously so awesome. Then B made me talk to one of them by pointing at someone that was staring at us and then pointing at me lol... I didn't really care so I got off the stand and talked to him. I was like "so you've been watching us". And he was like "you and your boyfriend look so cute together, it makes me jealous" and "you're such a cute couple". I told him I wasn't going out with him he didn't quite believe me lol, I just said he's a good friend. Then he asked B, and B was like "how do we look like we're not a couple" lol, he was so confused. I told him it was my first time there and he was like "wow you're not nervous at all" and I was like "course not why would I be". Anyways, that guy got my number. Then Em, J and Jo turned up but Jo couldn't get in either (GET SOME BETTER FAKE IDs!) So we all left and went to... a straight club.

It was so much fun! B said he had an amazing time as well and he wants to come back next weekend lol. He's straight. He's just too secure that it gets confusing.

Monday, Tuesday,
Wednesday, and Thursday
Friday, Saturday
Saturday to Sunday

I'm so in love right now.