I've just been really busy.

Okay, maybe I was avoiding Oasis a little, itty bitty bit.

Sigh.

But only because I'm completely frickin' stupid.

'Tis okay, though.

Soooo... what's been going on...
Hmm.

GSA meetings... GSA event last night. Fun / exhausting. I was so tired last night haha.

Classes have been kicking my ass, and I've been procrastinating A LOT A LOT A LOT. Shit. =/ It's okay, though... nothing is really new to me, except for French, which I have to study A LOT A LOT A LOT this next week.

Ahh... I have a story to tell you all, and I would desperately like advice for my problem concerning the story...

My best friend likes me.
FML. She keeps hinting at it.. and I mean, we joke around all the time.. but she's been SO FLIRTY the past week.
I know it's me... because I kept pestering her to tell me, and normally she would tell me without even flinching. But she kept beating around the bush... telling me to guess.. "Someone with brown hair... someone who's name starts with a letter A-L... someone who is my height.. someone we both know."

The problem is... I like her, but..... I like lots of other girls, too! And she knows this... which... I don't get.. but she picks on me for that ALL THE TIME.
I don't want her to tell me.
I don't want this to ruin our friendship.
I feel like that would be the inevitable end.

Why is it that whenever I think about relationships, sex always pops into my mind? "Will the sex be good?" It's sad.. I feel really bad about it, too... but I mean... I like sex.. what can I say?

Sigh.

I JUST found out that one of my old friends from high school just got hit by a truck this morning... I'm hoping it's not... bad.... =/

This day just gets better and better, huh?

Fuck.

I think I need to go take a nap.. hole myself up for a while.

=/