complete shit.

like, i've been so sick for the past three or four days and nothing's making me feel better. no medicines, no sleep, nothing makes me feel better.

and i tried to talk my grandmother into buying me a phone and a plan for it, and she won't do it because "i don't deserve it." get this: she pays for the entire family's cell phone bill. no one pays their fair share. she pays it all, but she can't pay mine. i'm the only one under 18, and she wants me to pay for mine. i've tried getting a job, but that failed horribly. i'm in GED classes so i can go to Sullivan to get my culinary degree. but i don't deserve it.

what sense does that make?

yeah, i'm just really pissed off, had to talk about that real quick.
other than that, it's just been coughing stuff up and puking up everything i eat. gross, i know, but true.