my sternum vibrates when i cough, in a really, really, really disconcerting way. my dad says it's chest congestion, which i'm likely to believe, but i have a nasty habit of things developing into something worse because my father doesn't like to take me to the doctor. but we'll see i suppose.

i got a hug from the director tonight. ^_^ i know that's rather pathetic, but i am somewhat starved of physical affection. but i mean, it was me, the costumer/one of the kids' mom, and the director and we were talking, and the costumer's like, "Icarus, this can't be your first show..." and I say, "No, i've done stuff before..." so she goes, "You should come to our theatre (they live about 45 minutes away in another town) we're doing something in feburary...." and i say to the director, "Aren't y'all doing Aladdin in Feb?" she nods, and i don't double book, so i say no, and then i turn to the director, and I say, "Well, I decided about halfway through rehearsals that you have me as long as you need me..." and she gets this big grin on her face and gives me a hug.

mundane yes, but it's the little things in life that matter the most.

blahhhhhh....show's tomorrow. i'm not nervous, just worried about when it's over, what i'll be doing with my time....