my mom and brother left the country...did i tell you? they came back
last sunday...and today my family went out and i got stuck in the car with
my stupid little brother because he was sleeping and i had to finish up
so history :p so he wakes up and we start kinda speaking aggressively
to each other...then it escalates to me yelling and my brother screaming
his fucking head off...i wanted to bash him in the head just so he would
shut the fuck up....OHMYGAWD he's the only on that really makes me
think such violent thoughts...i love him but my hate for him wins
the ratio of love to hate would be 10:90....:p
he's really lucky i'm not like my dad and start to throw shit into walls
or even punch the walls...with the end result of many holes...
but i suppose that keeping the anger inside is also not good...
but it's the first time really anything has phased me since...all my great
adventures with blue D: stupid brother...little sonofabitch...
seriously...gah...gawd i want to kill someone/thing right now....
*start string of cuss words non stop until out of breath*
btw did i mention that he's 5 years old? yeah...
there's no way i can really hurt him...anytime i do he starts crying
and people usually side with the crying five year old instead of
the old-enough-to-know-better 15 year old... DX
ok, sorry, done with the rant on stupid bitch of a brother...