Don't yell at me... =/

l.enigma_ambulante's picture

Soooo.... Oasians... =]

I'm uhm... now in a.. erm... "relationship."

It feels so weird to say that... and it's almost like it's not really a relationship... not in my eyes.

Am I making a big mistake?

I have feelings for her, but......
they're not as much as she has for me.

It doesn't hurt to try it out.

I'm happy, though. She makes me happy.

I feel comfortable with her. I should, she's my best friend. And girlfriend. It still feels weird to say that. =S

Tell me I'm not making a big mistake by saying yes to her???

(She's been calling my by the thing I dislike very much... ugh... "babe." That drives me insane... >.<)

Other than thattt...

I don't have class Tuesday - Thursday. =] Be jealous. haha
Thank god for mid semester assessments. That I don't have.

Why must life be so complicated?????

Maybe I'll feel better after the GSA meeting today.

SHIT!
I forgot all about my meeting with the advisor. >.< OH NO.

I'll explain why I didn't go to the meeting at the meeting tonight. I feel so badddd...

=[

FML.

Not really.

Okay I have to go now lol.

Comments

oldfoxbob's picture

Some times love is funny.

It can be just a warm, fuzzy feeling. It can be loud and rambunctious. Or it can be slow, easy and comfortable. To each person it takes time to learn about the other in the relationship so that it can grow, or fall back to other times. Do not be disappointed if it fails because it had taught something to you both. Be happy if it blossoms in to a full time long term relationship. Regardless. Explore and live. Love and be loved. Give and except the giving. You will learn and succeed in life, just go with it.
Best wishes and blessed be.
Oldfoxbob
Genius is not a sign of intelligence, but rather
that of common sense. Humor is the best pain pill.

l.enigma_ambulante's picture

Thanks.. I think you really

Thanks..
I think you really changed my perspective.
I guess I've never really loved before, it was false love, I know... but... idk. I do love her, but I guess the question is if I love her more than as a friend?

[[Love means you can never be apart... <3]]

fox333's picture

Well it can't hurt to try it

Well it can't hurt to try it out.

tenmilestilts's picture

why would we yell at you? i

why would we yell at you? i think it's a good idea to give this a try. i hope things work!
...and i am jealous. very. i want three days off!!
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Two wrongs don't make a right but three lefts do!

l.enigma_ambulante's picture

Thanks girls. That's what

Thanks girls. That's what I'm hoping for. =]

[[Love means you can never be apart... <3]]

kuu2's picture

oh dearie.

it could be that it was simple. it was simple? if it was simple it could be that because no drama was attach and humans as a whole is use to drama that it is scary that its easy. i hope that makes sense.

Life is easily complicated.

l.enigma_ambulante's picture

>.< That does make sense..

>.< That does make sense.. kinda... but honestly, my life is a big ball of drama!

But there really is no drama attached to this, I guess...

[[Love means you can never be apart... <3]]